field of sunflowers

35 Weeks Pregnant

2007-09-24T21:00:00.000+07:00

Hohoho...i'm 35 weeks pregnant now..gaining weight every month, now i'm almost 60 kg! no picture of me..just imagine yourself..hihihihi...Can't wait for the baby to born. Still working at office, still manage to take projects..I hope i can give birth without c section. From the USG monitor, it might be a baby girl inside of me. It really likes to "kick" a lot, doctor said it means the baby is healthy. Now it's a little bit hard for me to do "shalat" standing. My feet are swollen..as if i have "kaki gajah" disease..:(..

Smile...smile..

2006-06-28T08:34:00.000+07:00

24th July, 2006...at 10.45 Ronnie's big family arrived at Cilandak. They came to meet my big family, and we're also engaged..:D.. The event were quite success, we all put happy faces...At first I was a little bit tense, hoping all will go smoothly..It turns out everything were fine! Thanks to Om Ade and Teh Lia as Master of Ceremony that day,..Rufi and Renny for decoration..It looks lovely!Sharin for decorating the chairs, Rachmat for coordinating chairs and sound system, Mamaa for taking care of catering and Papa for his warm welcoming to Ronnie's family..Hope this first step to a bigger event can make good start..:)

House in Cilaki

2006-04-04T14:29:00.000+07:00

At last..our house project in Cilaki, Bandung, is finished and already occupied. The owner of the house is Rufi's sister *Rufi is my brother in law , she and her husband really give us freedom to design, so we pick a Tropical Modern style for this house. The site is on a high ground in that area, and on a dead end road. So I thought the house will have good view. Overall area of site is app. 1 hectare, building area is app. 500 m2 and we divide the house into three zones : Foyer and entry hall ( gallery ) as a semi private zone, Main house as private zone, and Service zone. Those three zones are united by an inner court. Every room also surrounded by green area, so the air circulation is quite good. On the side of the house is placed a swimming pool, and we make the pool area like in a resort..so we can have garden party there..Here are some pictures of the house..Enjoy!

This Year's Birthday

2006-03-17T15:04:00.000+07:00

I'm 28 years old noow...hehe..in view years ago i imagined my self in this age i would have 2 cute children, haha..in reality i'm not even married ( hopefully not by the end of this year ;) ), still living with my parents, don't have my own car...buuuutt...i'm very greatful that i still have my parents, my brother and sisters that are happy and healthy, i'm greatful for having a nice man as my boyfriend, i'm greatful for doing my work i like, i'm greatful for having such nice friends who always comfort me..

This early morning i woke up with big expectation, still waiting for my present, hehe..but i woke up earlier than others!..after i went to the bathroom i walked back to my room..and then..SUPRISE!! my room filled with my family!hihihi..that was Sharin *my youngest sister idea..One thing that make me happy is that Ronnie's birthday present was also among the presents my family gave. And of course, he always has a way to put a trick on me!
I got a PHILIPS dvd player that i always wanted, it's white and small and so compact..very cute! hehe..very me...Blah! Anywaayy..my wish are..God always be with me, give me health and happiness, and people surround me who always care for me..Love u God..

14 Februari 2006

2006-02-27T16:33:00.001+07:00

Pagi itu semua cewe di kantor memakai baju pink, kita iseng aja memeriahkan Valentine's Day..walaupun sebagian dari kita sebenarnya si ga merayakan yaa..Tiba-tiba jam 09.30 dari lift keluar seorang bapak2 sambil bawa sebuket bunga mawar merah yang cantiik banget..dalam hati..wah..untuk siapa ya? i wish i could get one of those..tp mengingat pacar yang isengnya ga ada yang ngalahin jadi terpikir, ga mungkiiiiin dia bisa se-romantis itu. Eeeeehhh..pas lagi gw berkhayal sendiri, tiba-tiba anak-anak depan teriak.."Shaaann...niih..bunga niih..dari Ronnie!". Waduhh!ga mungkin deeehh..bukan gw! Tapi kok masih pada manggil-manggil ya? Malahan sampe si Bapak pengirim bunganya juga manggil2 gw..Setelah gw tersadar kalau anak-anak ga ada yang bercanda akhirnya gw ke depan dan menerima bunga itu dari si Bapak..Muka gw langsung meeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrraaaah...selain karena gw memang sedang pakai obat muka ya..

Setelah kata-kata " ciee " keluar dari mulut anak-anak gw duduk lagi, sambil memandangi..sebenernya tertegun, melihat buket mawar itu..di kartunya tertulis " Now you know why i didn't call you last night..Happy Valentine's Day Ayang..Love, Ronnie ". Laaangsung gw buzz Ronnie di YM..dia pasang icon nyengir2..Ternyata benar dia dan ide gilanya. Gw sampe berpikir, di balik romantisnya acara kirim bunga tadi, sepertinya dia juga puas udah bikin gw tertipu dengan trik2nya dia tadi malam. Yup, dia beli bunga itu malam sebelumnya, setelah kita puas makan kepiting dia anter gw pulang ke rumah dan pura-pura ngantuk, jadi dia buru-buru pulang. Tapiii..setelah dari rumah gw dia balik ke rumah Yongki *temennya yang ikut makan kepiting bareng trus dianterin pulang duluan karena gw ga mau dianter duluan :P dan mereka meluncur ke Barito..Dan pas gw telepon ga lama setelah dia cabut dari rumah gw dia bilang.." Iya ni yang aku blumnyampe rumah, macet di fatmawati..( masaaa??? ) "..Hihihi...dasar..

Tapi...itu salah satu hal terindah yang pernah dia lakukan untuk gw, Maklumlah, gw belum pernah dikirimin bunga sama cowo..hehe..jadi malu..

Well, thank you Yang..For making my heart fill with flowers...:)

My Trip 2 HK n Sing

2005-11-11T16:07:00.000+07:00

Me and Mba Lia in a Chinese Temple at S'pore..Look at our pose...cuhuuuuiiii...Me and the DesignInc gang went to S'pore and HK for a study tour..the funny thing was when Warren *my boss* asked me if I want to come along I thought he was asking me to do karaoke! coz in my sms he wrote.."Would u like to go to sing n hk.."..kikikikiikk..Silly me...Pak Harto *Warren's driver* laughed for weeks everytime he met me..

Just To Remember

2005-11-11T10:38:00.000+07:00

Hmm...time really goes by..adding this poem just to refresh my memory how sweet we were..hope it will last forever..

saat kita mulai goreskan pena
mencoba menulis cerita
tentang dua hati yang berjalan bersama
menempuh waktu dan tetapkan tujuan

kerap tersirat keraguan
akankah kisah kita mampu
menembus hingga akhir zaman
hingga tak ada kisah lain lagi
yang melanjutkan perjalanan kita

bukan ingin membawamu bermimpi
ataupun meragukan yang ada saat ini
hanya menyadari kenyataan
di dunia ini tak ada yang abadi

semoga kita dapat goreskan pena bersama
sampai kuasa-Nya memisahkan kita...

Happy 1 Month Anniversary sayang...

17 March 2005

2005-03-31T16:32:00.000+07:00

i wish i could look through you
i'm on the outside looking in
try to look inside you
try to see the true you
but i can't

i wish i'm the one you're missing
the one you'll be glad to talk to
you'll be glad to be with
you'll be glad to hug
but i'm no-one

i wish i can read you
makes you easier to learn
what you need, what you really need
what you want, what you really want
but i'm too dumb

i wish i don't love you
don't care anything about you
don't think anything about you
don't do anything for you
but i do, i really do

i wish you were a dream
a dream that will washed away when i wake up
a dream that i'll be forgotten tomorrow
but you're so real
it's me the one who's dreaming

So sweeeeet....

2005-03-21T11:57:00.000+07:00

Someone very special made this for me....:))

been drinking a lot of you these days
thirst that i've been suffering from
don't feel that no more

been drinking a lot of you these days
so how can i rest
if the joy of drinking you clutters my head
enough for this day, i said
so i can have my head laid

been drinking a lot of you these days
makes me wonder when to stop
makes me wonder when will i get drunk
drunk till i can't stand no more

XOXO

Happy Birthday To Me!!

2005-03-08T13:14:00.000+07:00

Hehe..What a day!..It's Sunday, but I woke up early coz my family sang " Happy Birthday " and brought some presents for me. Actually I already opened my eyes when they were preparing to enter my room, but it would be not a surprise!hehe..They gave me sports wear coz i'm in the mood in exercising,Yup..healthy life guys! Even my sister gave me the same kind of gift! My grandma was at my home, she always wants to be there when someone is having his/her birthday..Love you Ni! That hole day my friends keep calling me and sent me sms..from my school friends 'till my hang-out friends..Hehe..thank you guys for the attention!! I really appreciate it! My ex-bosses even called me the next day and they sang on the phone..Hihi..very touchy..Some of my friends even purposely called me late at night on Sunday, just to make me curious..Huh..I thought they forgot! I had lunch w my family at Seafood Senayan, a restaurant that we used to eat years ago, and they still have best food!! What a lunch..What a birthday..

Special Mamio..

2005-02-17T16:31:00.000+07:00

Yeah..this day is the 54th birthday of my beloved mommy!!You know what my family always do in birthday mornings?We sing "Happy Birthday" song and wake the Birthday person, usually after Subuh..And we always expected that wake up call every year!..hehe..What a pleasant habits in our family.Oh ya..my mommy s a very special person for me, she can be a mother, a teacher, a friend, a good adviser..love u mami!!

Bukan Aku

2004-12-29T13:43:00.000+07:00

Kangen...setelah lama terpisah..
Sayang...panggilnya di setiap pembicaraan..
Dekat...inginnya dia padaku..
Tersanjung...aku dibuatnya..

Tapi kok saat aku merasa yang sama..
Dipermainkan perasaanku dibuatnya..
Semua perhatiannya bukan untuk aku..
Bukan..bukan aku?

???

Bencana Itu...

2004-12-28T00:20:00.000+07:00

Ombak setinggi tiga belas meter...
Setinggi lantai kerja kantorku
Hhh...membayangkan saja tidak sanggup

Sedangkan di Serambi Mekkah
Saudaraku tersapu ombak itu..
Ombak setinggi tiga belas meter itu..

Hanya mendengar, belum melihat
Tapi membayangkan saja hatiku teriris..
Tolonglah Tuhan..tolong ringankan deritanya..

2004-12-23T20:27:00.000+07:00

Purple Me...

My Farewell Lunch Party

2004-12-23T01:02:00.000+07:00

Yup..yesterday was my farewell party at ARCADIA..not exactly a party, just a nice Nasi Bogana lunch that I bought at Cikajang. I had to give some speech..and as usual..i couldn't stand it! tears kept falling out of my eyes!! But I tried to carry on telling my friends and my bosses that I really had a great experience, we had fun, and I really enjoyed working with them...Very nice memories...And Pak Armand also give some words about me..It was really good ones!! He said that I WORK SMART AND PLAY HARD.. something that Pak Gatot always advised us to do..even Pak Armand tried to learn from me!! ;)) Hehe...Well Pak..I also really enjoy talking to you! He knows lots of things..makes me learn something everytime we made conversations..Thank you Pak..Those words of yours and Pak Gatot really keep up my spirit..

First Day on The New Office

2004-12-14T13:24:00.000+07:00

Finally after a very long time not posting..got a litttle problem with my internet access..The latest news is i got a new job!It's in an architecture firm named DesignInc..nice environment, nice people..Today is my first day in DesignInc..I got there really early..at 7 am I arrived!!what an achievement for my self..Hopefully I can catch up w/ all the work atmosphere there,and get along with the people..

Maaf Tuhan

2004-11-25T13:46:00.000+07:00

Kadang manusia suka khilaf..itu manusiawi..
Bila ia melakukan kesalahan, masih ada kesempatan untuk minta maaf kepada Tuhan..
Bila kesalahannya besar..masih ada taubat..
Tuhan Maha Pengampun

Sebagai manusia, kesalahan sering aku perbuat..
Bila sadar, maaf langsung terucap..
Bila kesalahan berat yang aku perbuat, taubat aku panjatkan..
Tuhan Maha Pengampun

Tapi Tuhan, aku malu padaMu..
Berkali-kali aku berbuat kesalahan..
Maka berkali-kali aku bertaubat..
Kau masih Maha Pengampun

Ampuuun Tuhan...ampuuunTuhan...
Aku yang telah mempermainkanMu..
Mempermainkan utusanMu..
Tuhan Maha Pengampun

Kali ini tolooong hamba Tuhanku..
Toloong,..luruskan hati hamba..
Ampuni dosa-dosa hamba..
Tuhan Maha Pengampun..

::khilaf..::

After More than Four Years...

2004-11-25T13:23:00.000+07:00

Well...akhirnya gw kemaren mengajukan surat resign..Beraaat banget rasanya waktu nulis surat pengunduran diri n menunggu reaksi dari Pak Gatot n Pak armand ::my best bosses:: ...
Reaksi yang gw dapatkan ga jauh dari prakiraan..Pak Gatot ngambek, he won't even look in my eyes..kalo Pak Arman..cuma senyum2 n make some jokes..Tapi setelah Pak Gatot (PGT) cabut..gw langsung dihujani kiriman2 sms penuh pertanyaan seputar rencana pengunduran diri gw...Sedih juga, tp senengnya PGT n PAT ( that's Pak Armand ) malah mendukung...katanya "You deserve it!"..

In the middle of December i will be working in DesignInc...kantornya di jl. Guntur, Manggarai..Lebih jauh memang,tapi worth to try lah..Semuanya gw dapet secara kebetulan n mendadak. Saat itu gw lg dlm keadaan yg santai berat..enjoying my vacation ::what a vacation alright::
Tiba2 dapet sms dari my sis kasi tau kalo hrs segera menghub sebuah nomer..It was directly to the President Director!!He's an ekspat..and then we made an appointment on Sunday at Starbuck's Kemang..The interview went well..I got the job..and on Monday i got to see the office and talked about the salary..Well..mudah2an semua lancar ya..bisa betah n berprestasi..Wish me luck!

Just feel good to know...

2004-11-25T12:27:00.000+07:00

Somebody sent me this..and I was very please to know that there is somebody who still care for you...

"There are some things in life that can be said using words, but the true explanations of feelings come from the heart..."

Minal Aidin Wal Faizin...

2004-11-16T14:14:00.000+07:00

Akhirnya setelah 30 hari berjuang menahan hawa nafsu..Mudah2an membawa perubahan yang lebih baik untuk diri gw.Well, at least lebih bisa mengontrol emosi, n karena si mbak pulang kampung, jadinya rajin ngeberesin rumah..Terus jadi bisa bikin lidah semur sendiri!!what an achievement for my self..

2004-11-15T14:24:00.000+07:00

me, my sis n bro otw to jatibening for halal bihalal

Biasakan Bersyukur

2004-11-06T03:44:00.000+07:00

Biasakan bersyukur

Seringkali kita merasa kekurangan
Berulangkali kita mengeluh
Pertanyaan mengenai hidup,
Selalu menjadi yang utama

Seringkali kita membandingkan
Apa yang kita punya,
Apa yang kita dapat
Dengan apa yang dia miliki

Tidakkah kau sadar??
Apa yang kita miliki adalah pemberian Allah
Tubuh yang lengkap dan berfungsi dengan baik
Kesehatan, kasih sayang, uang yang cukup

Tidakkah kau lihat??
Saudara kita yang lebih menderita
Tubuh yang kurang lengkap
Kelaparan, pengangguran, kehilangan keluarga

Bersyukurlah..
Walau untuk hal yang paling kecil..
Biasakanlah..
Sebagai tanda terima kasihmu pada penciptamu

251004
*setelah melihat acara Aa Gym kemaren

Raindrops Keep Fallin' On My....

2004-11-05T13:22:00.000+07:00

Going to be a gloomy day coz of the hard rain since two days ago..Still searching the images for hostel project in Ancol from the very helpful google..hehe..Well, since it's raining my mind keep wondering..what is the perfect activity match with the cold and wet setting outside..Let me tell you what i'll do :

1. Have a very nice hot soto ayam
2. Sleeping and cuddling with a warm blanket..hmm..
3. Have a zip of hot cappucino
4. Day dreaming about romantic evening with someone..=P
5. Any other idea??

Well, i'm a dreamer and all of that is impossible to do right now,coz i'm fasting and at the office...keep my eyes open and my brain working..Phuihhh...That's ok..I'm gonna have break fasting at Plaza Semanggi w my co-worker this evening..and join a nice dinner with my big family later..=)