17 March 2005

i wish i could look through you
i'm on the outside looking in
try to look inside you
try to see the true you
but i can't

i wish i'm the one you're missing
the one you'll be glad to talk to
you'll be glad to be with
you'll be glad to hug
but i'm no-one

i wish i can read you
makes you easier to learn
what you need, what you really need
what you want, what you really want
but i'm too dumb

i wish i don't love you
don't care anything about you
don't think anything about you
don't do anything for you
but i do, i really do

i wish you were a dream
a dream that will washed away when i wake up
a dream that i'll be forgotten tomorrow
but you're so real
it's me the one who's dreaming

So sweeeeet....

Someone very special made this for me....:))


been drinking a lot of you these days
thirst that i've been suffering from
don't feel that no more

been drinking a lot of you these days
so how can i rest
if the joy of drinking you clutters my head
enough for this day, i said
so i can have my head laid

been drinking a lot of you these days
makes me wonder when to stop
makes me wonder when will i get drunk
drunk till i can't stand no more

XOXO

Happy Birthday To Me!!

Hehe..What a day!..It's Sunday, but I woke up early coz my family sang " Happy Birthday " and brought some presents for me. Actually I already opened my eyes when they were preparing to enter my room, but it would be not a surprise!hehe..They gave me sports wear coz i'm in the mood in exercising,Yup..healthy life guys! Even my sister gave me the same kind of gift! My grandma was at my home, she always wants to be there when someone is having his/her birthday..Love you Ni! That hole day my friends keep calling me and sent me sms..from my school friends 'till my hang-out friends..Hehe..thank you guys for the attention!! I really appreciate it! My ex-bosses even called me the next day and they sang on the phone..Hihi..very touchy..Some of my friends even purposely called me late at night on Sunday, just to make me curious..Huh..I thought they forgot! I had lunch w my family at Seafood Senayan, a restaurant that we used to eat years ago, and they still have best food!! What a lunch..What a birthday..